Day 55

     There are days when I feel outnumbered in my home. Two small boys (and one big one) require lots of energy and patience. I wouldn't trade it for the world, but there are moments where I wonder what life would be like with a little girl.
     The chances of me ever carrying another child are slim, and I'm currently in the process of mourning that fact. It seems almost selfish, but I think it's natural.

 Fun with clay masks

     One afternoon a few weeks ago Lucas came in the bathroom while I was trying to have a five minute spa (clay mask and clear nail polish) and asked if he could join. At first I was frustrated that he interrupted my "me-time", but then I realized I was about to miss a special moment.

     There are times I tend to focus on what I don't have, what I can't do or what I'm missing, yet there are wonderful things happening right in front of me every day.