Friday, April 14, 2017

Day 8.2

     All I need is to be holding an ice cream cone in one hand and I could be the "before picture" for a Jenny Craig ad.

It's ok, we can acknowledge the truth here.

     When I asked my husband to snap this photo of Ben driving me (and 4 of his favorite matchbox cars) around in a playground tractor, I was feeling good. I had on my new Athleta leggings, I'd been doing well with eating and exercise and I had been actively playing with my kids who were having a great time on our first day of spring break. Swiping through my photos on the car ride home, I was horrified to see the shapeless blob splayed out on the tractor.
     
     I'm a work in progress. Whether we are talking about my health, my family, my career- I'm constantly trying to be better. In this moment of fun with my son, I'm not concerned with poor posture or ill-fitting sports bras. I'm concerned with looking out for imaginary animals on an imaginary farm. I've spent a lot of time with running, Pilates and meal planning. This was the time for quality interaction with my son.  

     And yes, that is my daughter in the unattended stroller…like I said, I'm a work in progress. 


   

Day 7.2

     I wish she could just tell me what's wrong.*

Seems we picked a bad time to start weening.

     It's been days of a virus, with no end in sight. Nothing is making her happy and no one is sleeping that well. I know I will look back fondly on weeks like this when our most difficult moments were navigating through new teeth, fevers, stomach viruses and pinkeye. But in the middle of it all, these times are hard.
     And my hygiene is gross. Thank goodness for headbands that can cover the disaster that is my unwashed hair!

     *Turns out it was a double ear infection, which we discovered at a midnight trip to the ER.